I have no reason for not updating this since...I'm not even sure, except that nothing super dramatic has happened to make me hate the world so much I have to pretend like I'm talking to people to get over it. Now that I've gotten that atrocity of a sentence out of the way...

Junior year is a bitch, but I keep reminding myself that I've got one more year after this and then I'm FINISHED!

My computer (and my country, kind of) is mean and won't let me watch the new Doctor Who because apparently nothing can come out at the same time.

I got a MercyMe CD at the library and I am enjoying it. I also got The Wild Party soundtrack and I'm a bit scared to listen to it. The cover looks racy.

I have math homework that I'm gonna keep putting off until I get around to watching the Doctor Who movie (from 1979!) that I got at the library. To waste more time and space, I'm going to list everything I got at the library:

1. Doctor Who: The Armageddon Factor
2. The Wild Party soundtrack
3.MercyMe--Coming Up For Air (I recommend this)
4.Cabaret
5. Empress of the World
6. Some picture books for a paper I have to write about subtext in children's stories.

I have to plug my iPod in now and there is a chance my computer will explode, so this is adios!

Camp. I accepted Jesus into my life! \o/

She smelled some gel and was like IT SMELLS LIKE LIMES!!!! No. It smells like GEL >:( LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL AND SHE JUST PUT GEL ON HER NOSSEEEEEE

ya tebya lyublu

it just rolls off the tongue and means 'i love you' in russian. i like almost every language better than english though, so *shrug*

1. What curse word do you use the most?
Fuck?

2. Do you own an iPod?
Yep.

3. What person on your flist do you talk to the most?
gina as she goes to school with me

4. What time is your alarm clock set to?
5:55

5. Do you still remember the first person you kissed?
i havent kissed anyone

6. Do you remember where you were on 9/11?
i think i was getting ready for school. it had happened a few hours earlier (i was in california at the time), but the news was replaying it. i remember we talked about it at school

7. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
Either.

8. What was the last movie you watched?
harry potter 3.

9. Do any of your friends have children?
no

10. Has anyone ever called you lazy?
yes

11. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep?
Occasionally.

12. What cd is currently in your cd player?
i dont know

13. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
chocolate

14. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
Yes. no

15. When was the last time you had Starbucks?
I don't even know.

16. Can you whistle?
no

17. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
height, holy shit.

18. What are you looking forward to?
summer!!

19. Did you watch cartoons as a child?
Yep.

20. Do you own any band t-shirts?
Yep.

21. What will you be doing in one hour?
probably something like this

22. Is anyone in love with you?
not that i know of

23. What was the last song you heard?
u + ur hand by pink

24. Last time you cried?
idr

25. Are you on a desktop computer or a laptop?
desktop

26. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
tattoo

27. What's the weather like?
chilly.

28. Would you ever date a girl/guy covered in tattoos?
sure

29. What did you do before this?
watch a weird video

30. When is the last time you slept on the floor?
forever ago

31. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
About 7

32. Do you eat breakfast daily?
Most of the time.

33. Are your days fast-paced?
Yeah

34. What did you do last night?
same thing im doing now.

35. Do you use sarcasm?
All the time.

36. How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
16

37. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
VERY PICKY

38. Have you ever been to six flags?
No?

39. Do you get along better with the same sex or the opposite sex?
both

40. Do you like mustard?
Love.

41. Do you sleep on your side?
I sleep all over the place.

42. Do you watch the news?
sometimes

43. How did you get one of your scars?
my sister scratched me

44. Who was the last person to make you mad?
my gym teacher

45. Do you like anybody?
sure

46. What is the last thing you purchased?
idr

47. What side of the heart do you draw first?
right

48. Can you dive without plugging your nose?
Yes.

49. What colour is your razor?
Pink.

50. What is your blood-type?
O+.

51. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
someone awesome

52. What is a rumour someone has spread about you?
idk

53. How do you feel about carrots?
OMG YES

54. How many chairs at the dining room table?
Six.

55. Which is the best Spice Girl?
crazy spice, of course

56. Do you know what time it is?
9:45 pm

57. Do you know all the words to the Fresh Prince Theme Song?
no :'(

58. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
listen to my ipod and hope i would be saved

59. What's your favorite kind of gum?
five.

60. T or F: All's fair in love and war?
F.

61. Do you have a crush on anyone?
sure ^_~

62. Do you know how to use some words correctly, but not know the meaning?
yes

63. Do you like to sleep?
Yes.

64. Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings Time?
lol no...

65. Do you know the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?
no

66. Do you want a bright yellow mustang?
idk

67. What's something you've always wanted?
to do something awesome

68. What's the last thing you bought off of the internet?
a dress.

69. Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?
lakes closest, but i miss the ocean.

70. Do you wear a lot of black?
Yes, but I try to wear colours too.

71. Describe your hair:
dark brown, braided, never grows.

72. Do you have Entomophobia?
kinda

73. Are you an adult?
no

74. Where is/are your best friend(s)?
at their houses

75. Do you have a tan?
LOL!

76. Are you a television addict?
depends

77. Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?
sometimes

78. Are you a sugar freak?
sometimes...like at 4 am

79. Do you like orange juice?
YES.

80. What sign are you?
libra

I can kinda speak 3

English
Spanish
Russian (I know how to say hi and stuff, but I couldn't carry on a conversation unless it was about my cats) 

i need to go clean now.

What is the farthest you have gone with someone?
lol i cuddled once?

Were you in love with that person?
No

How often do you have a belly ache?
Rarely

Are you good at swallowing pills?
lol, yes, I can swallow 4 at a time. (it's ok, it was ibuprofen prescribed by a doctor)

If you were a robot, what would your series name be?
Bitchcutter3000

When was the last time you stubbed your toe?
lol, idr

What about the person you miss do you miss the most?
THAT SENTENCE DOESN'T EVEN MAKE GRAMMATICAL SENSE!

Quick! Seven things you dislike about yourself:
how spastic I am, my lack of self control, how whiny I am, how childish I can be, my need to be glued to my ipod to stay sane, my weaknesses, and my allergies.

Have you ever seen a psychologist or psychiatrist?
yes

Have you done anything you are ashamed of?
yes.

Do you like the bustle of the city or the quiet hum of the country?
idk. healthy balance

What is your social status?
idk...i play D&D at lunch, so im gonna say nerd XD

Have you ever made a complete idiot of yourself? When?
Every day.

Does it hurt you to see your ex with someone else?
no exes

Do you know what a USB cable is?
as i love my ipod, yes.

Why is summer your favorite season?
no snow! \o/

Would you consider yourself
what the actual fuck. this question isn't even finished!

Do you know the difference between a fair and carnival?
yes!

Is there a difference?
YES!

Have you ever made out with someone with rank breath?
No

How far away are you from your school?
a bajillion years (there i go measuring distance in time DX)

Do you party a lot?
no

Are your parents proud of who you have become?
idk

Sex; Scary or exciting and fun?
idk

What is your favorite name for a boy and a girl?
i really like the name evelynne.

Does your crush like you back?
idk

Do you still have feelings for an ex? Strong ones?
Again with the no real ex thing.

Have you ever taken someone's picture while they were asleep?
I'm sure.

What is the weirdest food combo you have tried?
potato chips and mustard. it was weird as fuck, but surprisingly ok

Describe the first time you snuck out:
lol i never have XD

Have you ever been truly lost in someone's eyes?
no

Animal rights or women's rights?
idec

Are you secretly wishing something bad would happen to someone you know?
lol maybe....
actually, no, i'm not.

Where's Waldo? Did he die?
the zombies got him

Have you ever had a wart?
lol no

What is your biggest pet peeve?
bad grammar

When was the last time you went to a really good concert?
i saw paramore last year...april....21 and on the 19th of april last year, i saw madina lake :D it was a busy weeked X_X


Are you friends with any of your teachers?
mrs. barber, but only because she's actually my moms best friend xD

Excited for summer, much?
YES !

How many hook-ups have you had?
Hm, none.

Did you get anything good out of them?


Do you tell your mother everything?
no

Does your lunch box still have cartoon characters on it?
no

Would you ever consider naming your bottom lip?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH 

I hate headaches. I think it's from my braids, but whatever. I wanna watch Harry Potter, but I can't because I'm waiting for my friend to pick me up. 

*random thought* I wonder why we spell neighbor n-e-i-g-h-b-O-r, but we spell glamour g-l-a-m-O-U-r. I think the spelling is optional, but everything corrects me when I spell it without a u. I hate the English language. I should just type in my russian spanish...russo-spanish? idk. the english language is just dumb. >: (

SWINE FLU MEANS CHEAP BACON! \o/

i dont care if i sound like an ass for saying that. that shit is trueee! \o/

I am breaking out in hives. I don't know what they're from, but they suck SO BAD! >:(

We have an invitational in Manton on Friday and I'm kind of apathetic and want a  to go to sleep...

On the plus side, I got a medal at the track meet today! It was in the 3200m (2 mile) relay. I'm really tired right now and Don't Stop Believin' is almost over, so I'm gonna head to bed :D

Apparently, when I run the 1600m, my nose bleeds. I'm pretty sure it was a one time thing, but it was pretty badass. Not really. I was like *run run run* and when I finished, this guy was going WHERES YOUR COACH!? and I didn't know what was going on. It was crazy! I spent a grand total of 10 hours there, and now am extremely tired. I think I'll go to bed XD

Is it weird that my grandmother just added me on Facebook?

I wanna watch more Torchwood. DX


*going to bed like a good girl*

Hey, I would really like to inform you all that my eyes are on fire because I had a vicious allergy attack in the middle of applying silver eyeliner.

On the plus side, Torchwood is on tomorrow night ^_^

I'm not sure this is root beer. I'm like 85% sure, though, because I hate the taste of alcohol. I'm gonna go spaz to The Used now ^_^

Ok, so my mom has totally been admitted to a hospital in order to become sober. While searching my dad's car for the Twilight movie she bought, I came across a notebook. I am a very nosy bitch and decided to read it. Apparently her leaving is my fault, but the way she wrote everything is exactly how it didn't happen. She got pissed because I was watching Doctor Who with my little sister and having a good time. What the fuck is that?

I wanna see Slumdog Millionaire SO BAD. The soundtrack is AMAZING *twitch*

Dude, it would be so badass if my band played this: www.youtube.com/watch
I would be SO HAPPY! \o/